Journal of a Lycanthrophile

From Journal of a Lycanthrophile, Book One of the Scattered Dark Series…

when the kink most forbidden is the monster that sates

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About Journal of a Lycanthrophile

Jesse Holloman has a fetish for justice and a kink for werewolves. Together, his passions spiral into a world of pain, shadow desires, and an even more sinister, secretive sort of shapeshifter—the kind that changes without shifting.

From Journal of a Lycanthrophile

June 26, 1999

My first sexual experience was with a werewolf, which is weird to write. I mean, seeing it in words, yes, but also because journaling reminds me of gossipy diaries and schoolgirls, and this is neither. What can I say? I’m a guy with biases, a work in progress. Writing makes what happened to me tangible, helps me understand what happened better. Anyway, maybe somebody will find these notes and understand the real deal, or at least believe things like this happen. I would never have believed if it hadn’t happened to me. I was just a kid—nineteen—a couple of years back.

I was in my junior year at a stuffy boarding school in the foothills of Rainier. Had no fucking clue what I wanted to do with my life, and no real motivation to decide. Factor in how badly I sucked at academics, sports, pretty much everything, and that’s why I was stuck at a boarding school in the middle of no-goddamn-where.

So it’s no surprise I was out goofing off late one night. Goes without saying, the moon was full. I never bought into any of the stories about the moon making people crazy, or turning werewolves. Actually, the encounter started out pretty ordinary until I realized there would be sex. I was nineteen. Getting it on with a werewolf made no difference to me. Any sex is good sex. Guys that age will do just about anything—literally. Besides, it’s not like he was a wild animal that took advantage or anything. The opportunity just sort of sneaked up on us both. He could easily have killed me, and for a long time I didn’t know why he let me live.

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4 thoughts on “Journal of a Lycanthrophile

  1. Hi Fierce — several of us are reading/have just read your ‘Journal of a Lycanth’ and are wondering if there will be a sequel continuing Jesse’s story and his search for a mate? Looks like it’s the first in a series? If yes, when will the next one be coming out? The ending really left us gutted! Really enjoyed the book, btw.

    1. Hi Elizabetta. Thanks so much for your kind words, and for stopping by. I am working on the sequel, now. My original plan was to release it 1 May (sexy Beltaine), and my editor even did the first round on it with that release in mind. Plot elements in the third book required details in the second one to change, so that has slowed things down a bit. I’m also juggling revisions on other books and release of another novella. I will announce when the next installment will be out here, as well as on the series FB page: and my FB page:

      I’m glad you enjoyed it. Definitely lots of shadows in Jesse’s world.

  2. Just finished Journal of a Lycnthrophile. Really dark and wonderful. I look forward to more in the series. Thank you!

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